Tuesday, 28 June 2011

That "talking" stage.

Where you’re more than friends but not in a relationship. The small crushes, or maybe huge crushes. When you’re smiling all the time and laughing. You’re just talking - building your trust with that other person and seeing where things go.

I'm actually a quiet and shy person but when I'm with my friends, I act like I'm on crack.

Boys say they like natural girls,

But honestly, if there’s two girls walking down the street, one with nice smokey eyes and a classy red lipstick and another with shoved up hair and no makeup; you’re going to be looking at the one who made an effort .. and if boys do prefer natural girls, why is it always the girls who wear the most makeup who actually get the boyfriends?

Guess, which one is me .

I got into First Moscow State Medical University

Okey, I don't really know is this the university, because this is really a huge one.
I love partying. Fun and all. I really do. And I can't imagine myself studying there. Its because all you do is study study study. Alhamdullilah I got into the university. My parents are proud. Insyaallah , I'm gonna be a doctor.

And I like you too. (;

Where's my fairytale?

I DONT WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DICKHEADS WON'T WANNA READ IT, INSTEAD, I POST PICTURES.

I AM GONNA TRAVEL. ONE DAY.

Sunday, 26 June 2011

Saturday, 25 June 2011

She just speaks to me.

BOO YOU.

Fuck trying to impress you. Fuck believing you. Fuck waiting for you. Fuck thinking about you. Fuck trusting you. Fuck your feelings. Fuck your words.Fuck this. And FUCK YOU.


I just love these boys.

You know how we feel when we’re in love? Inside, we lose control. We get nervous at the very thought of you. We don’t plan our day around Madden or our boys anymore, we plan it around how far it’s going to take to get to your favorite eatery to the movie theater. We wake up seeing if you texted us yet and if you didn’t we’re racing to say good morning to you. Our stomachs are unsettled, but in a good way. We want to impress you. We want you to be proud of us. We want you to send us indirect Twitter messages, hit us on BBM and say “Check your timeline” to see if we can pick out the message you wrote to us. We worry if we’re good enough. Are you satisfied. What do you need? We want to constantly make you happy. We feel the urge to make you lose the “Want” factor in your brain because we’ve given you everything there will ever be to give you. We’re not just thinking relationship, we’re thinking legacy. That’s what it’s like when boys are in love. Well, I know that’s how I am.

True. We can love better than how you girls out there can love us. When we’re in a serious relationship and somehow broke up with that certain girl, its hard to move on. And its harder to see when that girl is now in the arms of another guy. It fucking hurts. And then there are assholes who would come and say, “You’re so girly, just get a hook and have sex.” No no no a million times no assholes. I love a girl, i need one, not because i want to have sex with them. Everyone have lust inside them, but its boring. Where’s the emotions? Dammit. So many jerks all around, and there’s me, people like me who other people won’t even know anything about our existence.

THUMBS UP ,BOYSSSS.

Say what , baby?

You know what? Yes I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over, I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

Damn, you move on fast.

Thursday, 23 June 2011

THIS.

You don't like me? Fuck off. Problem solved.

I have to admit that not many people like me. So what? Let me do the shit that I want, and you guys stay out of it. I do believe that they have their own reasons. Anyway, i don't want to deal with you, totally waste of my beautiful time. Well guys, I don't friggin care anyway. Why dont you guys run along and suck cocks. (:

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Friday, 17 June 2011

Driving Lisence

OMG, Its been month I've been begging my mum for driving lisence. And noww, I'm getting one. Computer exam's tomorow . wish me luck! I'm so excited, and scared! YAY! SO HAPPY!


And today, I failed my computer test;

PARTYING HARD BABY.

And so, we went to Manson that night. It was awesome. I dont know. I wasnt high. I mean, I dont drink. So yeah. (:

FUCKK! I'M SO INLOVE WITH YOU DEVON BOSTICK.

I'VE NEVER BEEN SO OBSES WITH ANYONE BEFORE. BUT THIS, OMAGOD!

THIS WILL GET YOU FAR IN LIFE.

Heyy, i guess all of us did something wrong before. And believe me, if my parents find out, I'M DEAD. Whenever you get caught by parent, remember one thing:
DUDES, guess what. Mum's leeting me do my driving lisence. :P