Wednesday, 27 July 2011

When Drama strikes.

So, there's tiny problem between me and my pals. We don't talk to each other. And you feel awkward and weird hanging out in a group whenever their there. I wouldn't wanna say I don't care. I do. Maybe I like leaving it alone because maybe things would be better soon. But sometimes, apologizing doesn't mean your weak but its because you value the friendship more. I love you guys. You have been there for me. Thick and thin. I wouldn't wanna lose and friend over some stupid fight. So, let me be the one putting an end.

My parents say it's their house but when it's time to clean it magically becomes my house too.

Monday, 18 July 2011

Sunday, 17 July 2011

Saturday, 16 July 2011




I want a guy bestfriend who I can have fun with. Someone I can turn too when I need help,a bestfriend who can acts like a big brother but knows not to be too overprotective. A bestfriend who I can go to when my girls bestfriend are being stupid and bitchy,someone who will take care of me or pick me up from a late night party. I want a guy bestfriend because they are probably more mature then some girlfriends.

A prom which is going to be a i-hope-it-would-be.

So, me and my friends plan to organize a prom. And some of think that it is impossible for us to do so. Deep down inside me of course were like 'iman, are you sure this is a good idea?'. Im just scare that it didnt turned out well. No good response and all. But thank god there's Danez Kumar to help me. He have been giving me good support. I just love seeing people giving effort to do this thing. to make it work. And Yuvin keep telling me he'll support me. AHAAH. I just love them so muchhh.

Thursday, 14 July 2011

I miss her and me.

Let Go

People who don’t call you, the t-shirt from the ex, the insecurities about the way you dance, or sing, the shoes you’ve had in your closet for 6 years and are so raggedy but they still fit, that nagging feeling you’ll die alone.

That one time somebody called you ugly, that one time you got dumped, that 10th time you got dumped, feeling bad in a bathing suit, the takeout still in your fridge.

Your fear of flying, your fear of never traveling, your fear of being the one who makes the first move, your fear of failure, your fear of monsters under the bed, having to wear makeup every time you leave the house, feeling bad about not shaving your legs even though it’s summer.

Being so negative, feeling like you shouldn’t feel optimistic about things, the odd way you think your thighs and nose look, and being worried about how your hair frames your face, 86% of your doubt.

The bad friend, having to go to the movies with somebody and not alone, staying home on a Friday, going out and feeling like you’d rather be home, feeling alone, pretending like you always WANT to be alone, getting caught in the rain without an umbrella, saying cheesy things about the rain.

Being worried you’re being too honest, being worried about being rejected, being worried about ordering dessert, being sad that your love life is kind of boring, constantly putting yourself down before somebody else does, being afraid of being disappointed, holding yourself back.

Feeling bad about being clumsy, feeling bad your nails are always chipped, bad habits you cling onto, feeling guilty about thinking too much about the past, getting nervous about how you can’t quite grow up just yet, most of your guilt, feeling terrible about the things you haven’t done yet, comparing yourself to people you aren’t, comparing others to the people they are not, that one or two or thirty people you know you should.

Balloons.

C’mon, do it.

Arguments and Fights.


It happens to all of us in a relationship at one point in time. But you must remember when you are in the argument why did you two even begin this rampage in the first place? Why must we fight once more? In healthy relationship there will be arguments and there will be times you just want to leave. But you have to remember what made you want to be with this person. Why risk your relationship over an argument? People tend to always say that we broke up because we started to fight and etc. Well you can’t always expect for things to be happy and perfect. Things happen to people, and things get to them and there emotions, so it’s best to not continue the argument because it just makes everything worse. You have to think what is the point of a argument or fight? The best thing to do when you’re in argument or fight is to just relax, don’t talk back and don’t try to be right. Even though he/she maybe wrong just go with it because in the end you’d regret trying to prove them wrong. It’s best to say sorry to whatever that had happen and try to talk it over. This is where you learn that even when you are both not perfect and you both get your days, but in the end that day you still love each other and you both still have smile on each others face. Arguments and Fights can be forgotten and forgiven but losing someone is something you regret. So Just stay calm, be happy that you have someone to be with. Don’t yell and scream instead ease your voice and get comfortable. Show them that you love them even though when you two go through downs but remember what comes down always comes up. Don’t risk your relationship.

We all crave somebody who will give us attention, affection, and admiration. In all honesty, no matter how many of us deny it and hide being the “I love being single” attitude, we just want someone to love and love us in return. You definitely won’t find that person on the first few tries. But everyone will find that person, sooner or later. Each ending leads to a new beginning. Every heartbreak will make you stronger and more aware of what you deserve. Sure, high school relationships rarely support the word “forever.” And nothing is guaranteed that the person you love won’t hurt you when it’s over, but if it’s truly love and they are the cause of your happiness, the pain in the end is all worthwhile. <3

Past Is Past


You get to a certain point in your life when that somebody who’s special to you has had previous experience with significant others prior to you. They might have gone out to places, done things, and shared moments together that you had no control over at the time.

One thing you need to realize for your own benefit is that anything before you is behind them, and there’s not a damn thing you can do to change any of it. The past is past for a reason, and it’s because of that past that you’re able to be with that amazing person here and now.

There’s a reason why some things in a person’s life are left behind. It’s what gives you the chance to determine what happens right now, in the present. So that maybe you can have some sort of say about what happens in the future.

“An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but it will never break." —An ancient Chinese belief

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

Saturday, 9 July 2011

10 Annoying Things You Do On Facebook

1. Frequent, way too frequent wall updates:

Sure we like to know what’s on your mind. Sure we like to know what videos you’re watching on YouTube or which news items you read this morning. But we hate it when you share so many of them, after every few minutes or so. We have other friends too, you know. And we most certainly want to see their updates as well.

We hate it when a certain status update of a certain friend got lost in the midst of your many updates, and by the time we finally got the time to log in it’s no longer visible in our home feed. Don’t use Facebook like you’re the only one with a life. I’m sure you have the whole day to spend on Facebook; go comment on something, or maybe actually get a life, just don’t leave your crap everywhere.
2. Dude, that’s not me in the pic, that’s a freaking monkey with a hat.

Yes we hate this too. Tagging all of your friends in a picture may be the perfect way to get them to see the pic. But you should know – not all of us like it. Well if it’s the picture of a monkey doing a moon-walk, that would have been funny as hell. Still, I’d untag myself after seeing the pic.

But when it’s some random picture you take from some random website, that you have no right to upload to Facebook in the first place, and it’s nowhere close to being funny or interesting, stop tagging. If you do tag, tag only those friends who you know love being tagged in such pics (if indeed you have such friends). But first of all, stop uploading pictures you have no right to.

And tagging me in that naked picture of yours won’t work either.
3. “I just voted you my No.1 friend on Facebook. Click here to vote me back.”

Dream on. I’ll never vote you as my No.1 friend when I don’t even know you, not that I ever rate my friends. Some of us have this insane addiction to silly applications that lets you post silly promotional posts to your friends. If you’re one of such, I think it’s time to go to rehab. Please stop posting silly ‘things’ on my wall and stop using such silly apps for that matter.

“Mark Dick just wrote something about you. Click here to read it.”

You’d be a fool to click on such links. Go ahead, click on the above link if you don’t believe me. If Mr. Dick wanted to write something about you, he’d have written it on your wall or send you a message. Why would he use an app to tell you?
4. Being selfish will only land you in this post.

That’s right. If you’re selfish on Facebook, I’m writing about you right now. Everyone likes it when their photos have been commented on or when someone posts on their wall. There are some people who, despite having lots of people commenting on their pics, never comment on their friends’. That is just plain cold rude.

A common excuse is ‘I have thousands of friends, I don’t have time for all of them.’, which is true. But not all of your friends comment on your pics either. There are some friends that comment more than the others. Giving back to such friends, at least, is your duty. Comment on them, even if it’s just to say ‘hey, nice pic!‘.
5. You don’t need a management degree to organize your photos.

And you don’t have to be a genius to figure out how to create photo albums on Facebook. Uploading all 20 photos of yesterday’s picnic one at a time to your Wall is just not the way to go about. It clogs up the entire home feed of all your friends. There’s a reason the good people at Facebook created the ‘Create A New Album’ feature.
6. Using incorrect English or alternating uppercase and lowercase letters doesn’t make you cool.

Writing ‘Happie birthdae to ew’ or ‘hAvE a bLaSt!’ is no way to wish your friend on his/her birthday. If anything, you’re only annoying him/her. You don’t have to be an English major to be able to correctly write ‘Happy birthday to you’ or ‘Have a blast!’.
7. Stop creating a thousand profiles. Seriously, are you that forgetful?

Unless you’re suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, create one profile and use it forever. Getting friend requests from the same person over and over is just annoying. Use a password that you can remember – try something like ‘forgetful’, that should be easy to remember seeing as how it is the perfect description of you.

Either way, there’s no reason to create three or four profiles with the same name as you can always recover your lost password. Why, did you forget the password to your email accounts as well? Jesus man, get a brain surgery or something!
8. If you’re lazy, we’re lazier.

Okay. So you went on a hiking trip last weekend. Good for you. Now, what to do with all these photos you took while on the trip? Oh great, there’s a Facebook photo uploader plugin that lets you upload all your photos in bulk? How convenient. 137 new photos, all uploaded. Now for the comments to roll in, how exciting!

Screw you man. I have no time to view 137 photos, especially if it includes pictures of the setting sun or snow-clad mountains at dawn that you’ve shot. I’ve seen a thousand such pictures shot by the world’s best photographers. I’d rather go take a nap, though I don’t really need it, than waste my time browsing through, let alone comment on, pictures of a frog, or your nose, or the hills taken from a moving vehicle, or your friend’s hair accidentally taken, or your fingers which block the shot you intend to take because your fingers are so freaking large. For Pete’s sake, at least take the time to delete such pictures!

If you’re too lazy to sort out the good photos from the bad photos, we’re lazier – 137 new photos? I’d rather not view any.
9. Don’t chat with me. I hate you.

So far as Facebook Chat is concerned, if you’re having fluctuations in network connectivity or poor internet connection speed, do the world a favor and stay offline. Don’t try so hard to chat. It’s annoying, to the person you’re chatting with and to you as well.

Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should. Any time of day, I have at least 50 of my friends online. What disgusts me is the fact as in how everyone seems to want to talk to you so much over Facebook when they hardly ever talk to you in the real world. Unless it’s important or someone is a close friend of yours or you know he/she likes to uselessly chat, don’t chat with him/her; you’ll only end up irritating them.

I hate chatting with strangers (who send you friend requests I don’t know why). The conversations almost always go like this:

Stranger: hi
Me: Hi there. How’s it going?
Stranger: good..where u from? (In the real world, do you go straight up to a guy and ask him where he’s from?)
Me: Oh I’m from $$$$$$. What about you? (I never really care where he’s from. I’m being polite.)
Stranger: Delhi
(There’s a pause)
I so hope this is the end of the conversation.
Stranger: u working or studying?
Me: Studying. Hey man, I gotta go. My friend just committed suicide. I have to attend to him. (Use any excuse to end the conversation.)

Go offline.
10. Stop inviting me to join your Mafia.

Just because you love something doesn’t mean your friends will. Sure you can send an invitation at the start. But 6 months later, you know I still haven’t joined. That’s got to tell you something. Or maybe have a look at my status update saying: Stop inviting me to play Mafia Wars, FarmVille or any other games for that matter! Please invite only those friends of yours who you know actually do play such games.

So far as Pages and Groups are concerned, it’s perfectly okay to send invitations and suggestions as this is a healthy way of promoting one’s or others’ business/interests without really annoying someone. Besides, you cannot send multiple invitations anyway. So cheers!

But don’t invite me to attend an Event with a title that goes: Cake Baking at Gracie’s, London when you know I don’t live in London.
I just want to leave. I just want to get out. I don't really know what I've been feeling lately. I just feel empty.

Thursday, 7 July 2011

They say I'm a clubber. Just because there's picture of me clubbing and all. Fuck it. I don't drink. I do club, just to dance. Thats how I let it all out. I act all crazy in the middle of the dancefloor. And I love it. (:

You are incredible.

I used to love this boy. He is one amazing person. I miss the conversation we used to had. I love our conversation. We always talked about random things. Till early in the morning. What we had were beautiful. Till now, I cant find anyone that made me feel like he did. And yes, I did dated a few guys after we brokeup. It seems like I moved on. Sadly, I didnt. It wasn't easy. I cried and cried . Hoping things will get better everytime i wake up in the morning.

But, (: but of us moved on. He found his angel. I'm so happy for him. I really am. And here I am, futhering my studies to Russia. Praying things gonna get beautiful. Not now , maybe later.

Monday, 4 July 2011

With all the bitching you're doing, you can use your mouth for better things like sucking my dick.

“It’s so hard to forgive people when they hurt us. It’s so hard to forgive stab-in-the-backs, lies, words that slap our faces. It’s all hard to forgive. More often than not, we want to hurt these people, right at the core of where they’ve hurt us - our hearts. But I’ve come to realize that hurting them doesn’t make us better people, it doesn’t make us happier people. Why let anger take over our hearts? We know how hurt these people have made us feel and it’s precisely for this reason that we shouldn’t hurt them back. So let go of the anger in your hearts, let go, and open your hearts to forgive.”

I have to admit. I kinda miss that place.

Why I miss PLKN like fuck. Most of it because I kinda miss my friends. All the stupid things we did. Silly activites, tarian macam budak budak. Cikgu, I'm not 12.
Aku rindu lagu Satu Malaysia doe. Yang all of us kena nari sama sama. Plus, malam malam curi curi makan maggi. Padahal cikgu ingat kitaorang dah tidur.
CIKGU DIN. Aku tahu semua orang rindu orang tua tu. Dah tua pun masih kuat lagi. HAHAHHAHA. Aku rindu bila all of us mesti tergelak bila Timothy lapor kat depan. I bet semua orang ingat lagi pasal tiba tiba babi hutan tu muncul. Ada la setengah budak yang menjerit. HAHHAHA. Menjerit ketakutan. Aku mengaku juga la ada wira yang comel comel, handsome handsome. And obviously, wirawati yang cun cun jela dapat . AHAHAHHA. Hantar hantar surat and all. I love you bullshit. Takboleh bla. OMG, aku teringat asal taugeh. Aduhai. Taugeh aku memang letak ke tepi.
Anyway, aku tahu semua orang ada haluan masing masing. Dah study and all. Tapi aku harap korang takkan lupa all the things me did together. (;

Okey, here it go. I'm suppose to write how i feel about things, people, situation or any other thing in the world. But, I just cant.

Sunday, 3 July 2011

Saturday, 2 July 2011

When people walk away from you, let them go.

Your destiny is never tied to anybody who leaves you, and it doesn’t mean that they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over. Letting go is hard, but it’s better to let go than to hold on to something that wasnever meant to be. so hold your head high gorgeous, and stay strong because once you let go, better things are going to come along.